Rant rant rant
I need a rant so before I begin, yes I know I'm fortunate, yes I know people.have it much worse and mostly every single day this is how I feel. Unfortunately though today I feel I need this rant off.my.chest, it's ok not to feel.100% positive all the time because I'm it human. Earlier this week I sat in my bed with dougie and just said I just want a bloody day where C.F. isn't all encompassing on me. The toughest aspect for me at the moment is my appearance, and I know that , considering I skipped death a fee times this year I can't expect to be ok. But I'm inpatient, I'm still weak, I'm still skinny apart from my protruding belly and I'm going bald. It happened after tx and I was told it was down to steroids and the stress my body went under so I'm not surprised but it's hard to look in the mirror and not be able to transform yourself the way you usually can. I feel.bad for.my husband , who I must say has told me so.many times